So...today I tested anxiety meds vs alcohol and it led me to crying in the bathroom, mid panic attack.  I guess the warnings of no alcohol while medicated are there for a reason.  Who knew? This quarantine has me at the peak of my anxiety and I honestly just wanted a couple drinks with my husband to relax and enjoy the day. He works third shift and is considered "essential" so we have to enjoy what we can.  A couple drinks later and I couldn't breathe and had to beg him to make dinner because I wasn't able to.  I'm currently sitting outside trying  to breathe.  I can't even enjoy a couple drinks. That's just fucking heartbreaking.